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Again, I was not able to blow a fresh wind to my obsolete blog. I remember I used to ask myself whether I should raze it instead of keeping feeding it with a torpor tone. My friends urged me to write something to bring back the meaningful purpose of a blog – a platform where I can share my sentiments and reflections about my very own life. Well, I suppose I have no valid reason to refute this premise. It is true I have a long list of emotions and today, I will pick up a few most noteworthy points to share with everyone.
I can say with great confidence that I have met the extreme of tiredness and the zenith of lethargy after one week of so-called “holiday”. I once believed “holiday” was derived from 2 separate words “holy” and “day”, i.e. the days when everyone celebrated the joy of free from stress. These sacred days would not occur frequently and the word “holy-day” or “holiday” was come about. After the March holiday, however, it was so drastic that it turned my beliefs upside-down. From waiting earnestly for the holy-day to come, I nodded unwillingly at the Metallica’s song “The day that never comes” That is one side of the story. On the other hand, I suddenly appreciated “rest” more than ever. I found out a surprising piece of news in the Internet that inadequate sleep would impair brain’s function and result in decrease in IQ level in human. Rest is important because it enables your brain to work properly and to think more critically and reflectively. I found it astoundingly true. I was overwhelmed with study, work and CCA for the past few months and there were rarely any breaks for me to spend time with me. That may possibly attribute to the fact that I did not take a good care of my blog. I am glad that I have halted myself for a couple of minutes to write this blog, so that I won’t have to look back with a poignant nudge in my heart that keeps telling me “I should have…”

Facing a dearth of time, which one should I rank higher: schoolwork, CCA, LS, SAT… Hang on! Does it look too much? Does it look like I am trying to exhaust myself rather than exploit it? I can’t answer that question. SAT is of paramount importance because I can’t achieve my precious dream without it. I can’t abandon CCA because I am simply a zealous member of the team. LS is where I learn how to perform professionally in workplace in later life. Lastly, schoolwork is where everything starts. All of these elements coalesce when I am 17 and saturate my mind. Prioritizing is necessary at this stage but how to decide which one to relegate and which one to promote. Obviously, schoolwork is always at the top position, followed closely by SAT. Unfortunately, I could not come to a conclusive decision between CCA and LS. What should I do next year? Maybe I need a peaceful mind and a far-sighted eye to explore this problematic quandary. Help…Negative attitude won’t solve anything. Maybe sometimes, I should take a rest, go somewhere far to think about my life, to consider goals over grades, shouldn’t I?

Self-development is crucial, but relationship is equally imperative. Family, friendship and love. I want to devote the last part of my blog to talk about this. Family – the one who never turns its back against you. Friendship – the one who never fail my trust. Love – the one who I can’t live without. They encourage me to forget misery to pursue my dreams, give me transient moment of peaceful mind but lasting lots of memorable events. Father, mother, dudes (you know who I am referring to) and (please!). I thank you all. Distrust all of you is the last thing I will ever do in this life.